i have moved.


sweetlullabye.tumblr.com


see me there kay?

kthxbai

++ purred Goh Vivianne at 6:34 AM | 0 comments

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huurr, sorry for my long absence and i lost my voice and i sound like a man

don and i have been doing fine. and i guess what have been making us fight, indirectly is because of the reappearance of my ex. who told me that he still harbours feelings for me. though not as much as before i guess.

i didnt realise that it would cause all those complications indirectly. which was weird but made me understand that he was right all along.

so i guess i wont be hanging out with my ex and that bunch of friends. they are a bunch of nice people but i dont want to cause any complications in my precious relationship.

yesterday, we spent the whole day together, we cuddled in bed and had we talked alot even though my voice was gone, haha. and i bought him a pair of boxers simply coz i was sick of seeing the same ones over and over again. hahah, oh and he told me abt how he could feel his good friends "jealousy aura" everytime his friend sees me or my pictures... lol. he says that he thinks good friend thinks that i'm pretty and that if i was single he would have dated me. hahha whuuuuttt, i'm not that pretty. i'm just normal i guess, bleah.. and then when it was around 6-ish we left to attend his collegues wedding which was pretty boring coz it was so crowded and we couldnt see a thing. so we left after awhile. yep.

and i helped a french lady on the way home last night, she wanted to know the way to the airport and a bunch of people and i helped her out. i didnt say a word to herbecause i didnt want to stress my already fading voice, i just kinda pointed to her the direction that she was supposed to go, and when she spoke to me i nodded in acknowledgment. so yea, i guess she thinks i'm mute lul.

now i'm procrastinating like crazy abt my homework. raaaawwrrrrrrrrr, i donntt wannnaaa doo myyyy wwooorrrkkkkk...

nyyaaaaa.

++ purred Goh Vivianne at 9:26 PM | 0 comments

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everything between us is good. now its things that have to do with me.

first, i fainted in class coz the night before i had a horrible stomach ache that kept me awake.

my plans to cosplay as soi fon is cancelled coz i dont have enough time to do a suzumepachi and my wig fucked up.

so i'm cosplaying as Saya, uniform version.

and i bought a pair of 10 dollar white socks coz i thought she wore socks but now i realise she doesnt.

who wants a pair of white socks? :D



oh and guess what, the stomach ache is back. it comes on every hour or so. leaving me spasming in pain for a minute. i really shat everything out just now and its still here..


someone pass me a yacult. my digestive system is fucking up on me again.

++ purred Goh Vivianne at 5:42 AM | 0 comments

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i've lost the man i truly love.

we're still together but i feel he doesnt love me as much anymore after what happened


my heart is torn into pieces and i dont know what to do.

don love me.

don, love me back.

++ purred Goh Vivianne at 7:12 AM | 0 comments

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oh no vivianne. you must control.

++ purred Goh Vivianne at 8:11 AM | 0 comments

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so yea, i went to another sgcafe outing. to sentosa! it was pretty fun. there were like little competitions and i met new ppl.

sigh. one of them is so cute la.

he was like, "i hate the sun!" *pouts* hahahah, oh god i have no idea why i'm spazzing over him. but he's like the little kitten kind of cute and not the oh god he's so hot and cute kind of cute. the irony is;

his name is the same name as my ex. oh mah god.

his kinda girly though. ohlol. i told don abt him and he was like, "so is he like carl?" carl, being his best friend who is also pretty girly even though he's a commnado in NS. and i said yea. hahaha.

last night, i was talking to alot of people including him and my ex. of a different name. sigh, he was saying stuff like he misses me and stuff.

why oh why do you say that now you ass. its is the wrong time to tell me this and you should have told me last time so that at least i could have done smth to make you feel better. but i guess too bad.



its really great that don isnt like throwing any kind of fit so far. hes been really understanding and he has made his stand clear. i really appreciate that. :3 thanks darling. i hope i dont spam you with all my post-its.

XD

++ purred Goh Vivianne at 6:30 PM | 0 comments

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i dont know what has been happening to me or them or whatever but i realize that i have more than one person who is interested in me to a certain extent,

plus i gained weight.


that equation just doesnt really go.



maybe its my new haircut.

++ purred Goh Vivianne at 7:26 PM | 1 comments

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